These past few weeks have been very tough. On the personal front I have been completely physically and emotionally drained. This explains why it has taken me so long to compose a new blogpost. So I thank you for your patience in bearing with me as I get myself together. Unsurprisingly, in this period almost everything in my life has come to a standstill, including my writing (and blogging). Bereft of my usual creative juices I have found myself relegated to surviving in a strange, colorless and tasteless blasé world. It is a phase which I am sure will pass soon.
Ironically, in the past, at a time like this when I feel so emotionally charged I would write some of my most electrifying poetry. Yet sadly this has not been the case on this occasion. I suspect that this is due to the fact that I have made a radical decision. I have chosen to embark on a journey which will fundamentally change my life. Such a drastic change, which shakes the very roots of my existence is all consuming.
I have elected to pursue truth and love (i.e., true love) over everything else. As easy as that may sound, I assure it comes at a heavy price. A price which I am still waiting to pay in full. It is at best a bold gamble which could lead to a huge windfall, or at worse it is pure folly which will yield a heartwrenching loss. But I have no regrets, I am committed to seeing this journey towards love or loss through to the end. Wherever it leads me the one thing that I am certain of is that it is my destiny and I must embace what the future holds. That’s all I have for now. More will come soon!
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